Happiness is so far out of my reach; a luxury I wish my life could grasp for longer than a moment.I want to help myself, I want to be selfish and maybe finally get healthy; physically and mentally. My biggest fear is that this will never happen I count calories and measure inches.hai, you there, reading this, you’re precious and if you feel otherwise, message me please xoSummer Tumblr (3.0; @ificouldbelikethat)http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m81l7aqjaw1rav1sho1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48520297762http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48520297762Sun, 21 Apr 2013 14:02:44 +0100<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/bf47745d49f37cad82e952fef0872aa5/tumblr_mlaqnoaMk71rq2wmio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48519932800http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48519932800Sun, 21 Apr 2013 13:55:17 +0100<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7b6e58771fa0ca30e69ad42a5e6d1f62/tumblr_mftviwPKTm1r6s7lmo1_400.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48519911625http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48519911625Sun, 21 Apr 2013 13:54:50 +0100<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/cc37496686a9249b2e6e37555cbc4487/tumblr_mlkk4cG2Xa1rna6xlo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://beforeandafterfatlosspics.tumblr.com/post/48479820173/cashcultureandviolence-i-follow-this-blog-for" target="_blank">beforeandafterfatlosspics</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://cashcultureandviolence.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">cashcultureandviolence</a><span> </span></p> <p>I follow this blog for inspiration and decided that I would look at the photos I took the day I decided to lose weight as I felt I hadn’t changed much. It seems i was wrong. So I thought I would share my photos.</p> <p>There I am 13.4 and on the right 10.9. It took me about a year to lose the weight and I have another two stone or so to go. Mainly just dieting as I am so lazy for exercise but my job has me running around all day so I suppose that had helped a lot.</p> </blockquote>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48483503236http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48483503236Sun, 21 Apr 2013 02:01:26 +0100white dad in any movie: but son, you're throwing away your DREAM<br /> white son in any movie: no dad, I'm throwing away ~yours~http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48414165084http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48414165084Sat, 20 Apr 2013 05:28:24 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/135724613ece3e5f8f3ed19c855913e4/tumblr_miew3v2UM91s0syxyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48414034446http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48414034446Sat, 20 Apr 2013 05:26:25 +0100<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://bambiegoodwin.tumblr.com/post/45923427405/you-arent-delicate-or-lovely-you-arent" target="_blank">bambiegoodwin</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>you aren’t delicate <br/>or lovely<br/>you aren’t romantically sad<br/>or poetically broken</p> <p>you are just a sick little girl<br/>with your head in the toilet<br/>and scratches on your wrists </p> </blockquote>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48414027553http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48414027553Sat, 20 Apr 2013 05:26:19 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e3bf4f3b41ce9c072f84457a31276176/tumblr_mhphxemWBk1qdq5xro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://ittybittybby.tumblr.com/post/47920999250/ificouldbelikethat-this-is-an-incredible" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">ittybittybby</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/42283025449/this-is-an-incredible-transformation-cant-find-a" target="_blank">ificouldbelikethat</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>this is an incredible transformation!<br/>can’t find a source though!</p> </blockquote> <p>fuck my life</p></blockquote>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48414007736http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48414007736Sat, 20 Apr 2013 05:26:01 +0100<p>Should not be here</p>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48406385650http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48406385650Sat, 20 Apr 2013 03:43:12 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/57a298e92bccf3a6f60f3a5720744e7d/tumblr_mlj8tnxsFO1qdq5xro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I don’t want this anymore but idk how to stop</p>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48406275050http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48406275050Sat, 20 Apr 2013 03:41:46 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8080d92730ebad331e690f4bf8cb8462/tumblr_mlj8awXGh31qdq5xro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Why cant I stop</p>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48405389545http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/48405389545Sat, 20 Apr 2013 03:30:32 +0100<p>Everything is so busy at the moment</p>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/46754481224http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/46754481224Sun, 31 Mar 2013 14:02:29 +0100personal<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3rzjxqMU91qd45ayo1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3rzjxqMU91qd45ayo2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3rzjxqMU91qd45ayo3_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3rzjxqMU91qd45ayo4_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3rzjxqMU91qd45ayo5_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3rzjxqMU91qd45ayo6_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3rzjxqMU91qd45ayo7_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://89dave.tumblr.com/post/45990512487/abs-on-fire" target="_blank">89dave</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>abs on fire!!!</p> </blockquote>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/46160595491http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/46160595491Sun, 24 Mar 2013 14:32:06 +0000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/049d62b653d0f0c17a7c90a7ece70b7d/tumblr_mjw2grUoIz1riw3i0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://irrelevanti.tumblr.com/post/45732192521/feels-like-winter" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">irrelevanti</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Feels like winter :(</p></blockquote>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45982180823http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45982180823Fri, 22 Mar 2013 09:58:09 +0000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7ep2zuGoJ1qlxk49o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45982177288http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45982177288Fri, 22 Mar 2013 09:58:00 +0000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5430b34151c04a7b4abbfec318ec994d/tumblr_mjwyv1lou91rrsd8yo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45782097934http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45782097934Tue, 19 Mar 2013 21:34:05 +0000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b6833d129cf5d7cde5e77239248dfd68/tumblr_mjobtnjiFa1qfpcnio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45746785231http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45746785231Tue, 19 Mar 2013 10:00:55 +0000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/396c154b41d8779a64bbe6ac1a281744/tumblr_mg0cnowfx81rio90vo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45746757998http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45746757998Tue, 19 Mar 2013 10:00:05 +0000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/96b0850964ad4eb633699f6d439da1fe/tumblr_mjhxdrPVzl1r9e6euo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45746594002http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45746594002Tue, 19 Mar 2013 09:53:21 +0000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/21e1408c50d638fc3b1d41f81dc6ee26/tumblr_mfsxggMOsd1qlh7ovo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45691510191http://ificouldbelikethat.tumblr.com/post/45691510191Mon, 18 Mar 2013 19:52:13 +0000