life of another girl damaged by the system

Happiness is so far out of my reach; a luxury I wish my life could grasp for longer than a moment.

I want to help myself, I want to be selfish and maybe finally get healthy; physically and mentally.
My biggest fear is that this will never happen

I count calories and measure inches.
hai, you there, reading this, you're precious and if you feel otherwise, message me please xo

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Posted 4 weeks ago 219 notes REBLOGbeforeandafterfatlosspics:

cashcultureandviolence 
I follow this blog for inspiration and decided that I would look at the photos I took the day I decided to lose weight as I felt I hadn’t changed much. It seems i was wrong. So I thought I would share my photos.
There I am 13.4 and on the right 10.9. It took me about a year to lose the weight and I have another two stone or so to go. Mainly just dieting as I am so lazy for exercise but my job has me running around all day so I suppose that had helped a lot.
white dad in any movie: but son, you're throwing away your DREAM
white son in any movie: no dad, I'm throwing away ~yours~
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bambiegoodwin:

you aren’t delicate 
or lovely
you aren’t romantically sad
or poetically broken

you are just a sick little girl
with your head in the toilet
and scratches on your wrists 

(Source: bambigoodwin, via perfect-imperfections13)

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ificouldbelikethat:

this is an incredible transformation!can’t find a source though!

fuck my life

Should not be here

Posted 4 weeks ago 2 notes REBLOGI don’t want this anymore but idk how to stop
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Everything is so busy at the moment

89dave:

abs on fire!!!

(Source: blogilates, via skinnygalore)

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Feels like winter :(
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